At Night

I wrote this poem for my friend Alice, whose father had recently died. What a picnic What a party What a dream We come And then we go. And we slip back through the seam Like a breath Breathed out And everything in between Is a movie Or just a picture Just a beautiful moment …

A bird against the glass

She types salty the piano while the kettle rise crisscrossing like an aeroplane floats the milk on the teabag, spoons down buzzing heart shaped air This is no time to feel, there’s the push of gloved fingers through the letterbox There’s something landing, there’s moon landing, understanding, tangled eyelashes, a joke Look into the phone, …

My grandma is a cottage

On Thursday the 17th of June, I attended a remote book launch for the republication of my grandma’s autobiography Flickerbook. Attendees included my dad Param, award-winning US poet Ruth Fainlight, Leila’s agent Lisa Eveleigh, and Charles Boyle of CB editions, who republished the book.I think it was a surprise to all that I’d prepared a …

V

Today it’s five years since my mum died. If you think you know what that means, you don’t. It’s much more complicated than that. Her name holds a strange power over me, there is still a bit of fear in the hearing and seeing of it. I will call her V, which was one of …

Wasabi baby

A tray of sushi

A few years ago, I had a large harmless growth in my left armpit, called a lipoma. I had to get it removed as it was growing and had reached the size of half a grapefruit. After the surgery, the medical staff told me they had decided to keep me in, as they wanted to …